Life is like a movie

Life

Life is a game, and you are the controller of your game, if make 1 mistake in the game and it will be game over. Sometimes I think life is just like acting.

You play this role that you are living when u come to this world, you are given a name, a character when you are born. As for the scripts, you write your own, these scripts is a very long one, which will describe your life, long one means the script that you are acting until you die.

In this role that you are playing, there are surely some sad, bad, happy, moody, sjb, gao siao moments, if don/t have all this, the role will be lousy and no meaning in life, you can/t just smile the whole of your life, it will be damn boring.

Some sad moments will make a person learn, to realize the mistakes that have done. You got to remember the camera on you is keeping rolling, there is never an NG for your life, there is never a second retake or chance.

My view of life

It is when i was 17, start thinking about what is life? To me life is a period of time living in a place, and the place is call earth. Every living things have a life, that includes human, animals and plants. Each kind of living things have its own life span, Where human beings can consider having the highest life span. A person can live up to 70 years old, which is also 25550 days, also 613200 hours.

Life can consider long or short, that is a matter of how you make use of it. Some people spend half of his life times, and still dun understand about himself and don’t know what kind of life he want.

Human changes as times goes by, each second the clock move indicate that a second ago was a history. It takes time to understand about yourself, Because there are many things that you haven discover about yourself, as times goes by, you will learn more and understand actually what you really want in life. Every seconds every moment is a treasure time.

Life is a movie? my extra view on life

reality is always cruel….got to accept it….because life is just like a movie…the camera keeps rolling non stop beside you,filiming u, you never know where the camera is, the director is fate and the actor/actress is u( ur life)….and the final product (film) is your life story.

each person has its own movie, there is really no ng, just a director and that is fate that following u…….u r the lead actor or actress in ur movie…..friends,parents are co-actors and actressers while strangers along ur life are those extras

ex bfs and ex gfs are just some co lead actors and actressers that act half way with u, because of contract problem or not happy with working together, and half way they just quit or u just quit in their movies also….

in this life movie, there are many characters around you, some only act a few episodes( few days, few weeks ), some act for very long, a few series ( months,years)….then how many episodes? different ppl have different life span, the long u live, the long the duration ur movie is….but if you choose to end ur film very fast and short (commit sucide) then at the first, u sure not have born in this world, not worth to die, if the moment u are born, the camera start rolling le, then continue to live on,move on….remember there is never a ng in life!!!

and if u ask me, in ur film, life story? u get any awards like best actor? best actressers or best movie, best sound track?

yes….

best actor/actresser - are those awards u get when u are the stage, u perform well in sch, in competition,in any where, in ur company,get promotion etc…. u get recognise by ppl.

,br> best movie - get, when u die, when ppl start to remember u, like famous ppl, zhang guo rong,anita mui,those ppl that are remembered by ppl.ppl will start to rem what u had done in ur film after u die..

best soundtrack- think dun have, onli the actor and actresser know which are their fav songs….

There is no negative lah, cos only director(fate) can have the film, u the actor and actresser cannot have lah!!! only can have some movies poster( photos of life) let u all view lor..kekeke

Cherish your life, cause once its end…you never know if there is any rebirth.

The room and the candle

"just like a dark room, suddenly someone walk in and light up a candle…it brighten the room, these 9 months is like a candle, when it melt, the room become silence and dark again."

now i can be sure that the same person will not come in and light up the candle again……because the room does not give her comfort again, the room that fills with happiness and laughter was buried by lies and hates now…the room also does not want the same person to come in again………because it brings hurt and lies into the room….who wants to be in the room of hates and lies?

that person will walk into another room, that she can find happiness and laughter again……..and the room is waiting for the next fate person to come in and light up the room again, hopefully it will not be a candle this time, because it will melt,it will become darkness again………hope is a bulb.

the room sometimes will miss that person with the candle, because she once brighten the room with joy,laughter, happiness…..as the candle burns…….times goes by……the room get darker and darker………

will the person with the candle think of that room? maybe not…..

extracted from my inner most thoughts…… cm’s heart

time

i will wait for u pass by me fast, let u heal me
let u cool my wound, let the scar fade abit
let u bring the loneliness out of me
let u bring other memories to me
as u pass by, my casio g shock also move
seconds,minutes, hours, days slowly pass me by
u will not stop at the moment for me and her
u does not belong to me alone
i must not be selfish,i must not stop u
u belong to the world, we share u, time.

extracted from my brain…..cm’s brain

Love

Love is a feeling, a way to express out your innermost care.
Love is a joy for two, to be together no matter sadness or happiness.
Love is a must for spiritual growth.
Love makes you real; otherwise you remain just a fantasy, a dream with no substance in it..
Love gives you substance,integrity.
Don/t avoid love.go through it,with all its pain.
yes its hurts..but if you are in love it does not matter.
in fact,all those hurts strengthen you.
sometimes it really hurts badly,terribly, but all those wound are necessary to provoke, to challenge you.

Love is not a passion,
Love is not an emotion,
Love is a very deep understanding that somebody somehow completes you.
The presence of the other enchances your presence
the feeling is strong, just that pure presence, nothing else, is enough to make you happy…you are in love

Sex is not love,
sex is just a exercise between two body,
so never think sex as love,
otherwise you will be deceived.

The feeling of being love…the care, the way of being possess by someone, the hug, the kiss by someone you love is totally undescriable…..it can only be feel…….where is the love?

By CM Yeo (real name)
nicks: MuYi(irc name),jerson(web name),nirut(pen name).
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25/04/2004 first edit
08/08/2004 second edit

few months ago,after my break up, listen to ufm100.3fm …….a DJ mention about things about cross roads and straight roads……..is about a human path of life

……when he is alone……he had travel in that straight road…many things happen…a she also did the same, travel her own straight road……..when he and she reach a crossroad…he meet her…..she also meet him lor…both fall in love…then both of them continue the straight road together……when both knew that their destination is not the same…….they split up their straight road and continue look for another cross road……..

my way of thinking some people just had that once cross road………like my friend, brother gerard, he met his wife at the age of 26, his first gf…..and he got married with her….2 years already, they are still so lovely….envy them…….and they reached their destination….along this road……they will build some baby seats at the back of the car…… some people had many cross roads (relationships)………some just travel together for a few hundred metres ( few weeks ), they split roads already…….the worst is some travel together for a few hundred kilometres ( few years ), in the end found that both dun really wana go to the same place…….there is quarrel, arguement during the journey……when both decided that the destination is not the same…..spilt road again……

some people had always travel in their own straight road, wanted to find a cross road, but they could not find……even they use maps ( introduce gf/bf by friends )……..hope one day this kind of people will find a cross road….. about split road…..this kind of road very sad one……when you go into split roads….sadness and loneliness come in……because all the while…you have someone that travel with u….out of sudden…..you are alone travel……you will think of that straight road that you share with he or her……

spilt road is very dangerous…….some sudden being force to go spilt road…they will cannot think properly….then they will get into accident (commit suicide) lor…..

As for me, i just got into split road……have been travel in this road for nearly 5 mths..lucky i never got into accident,cos i tell myself, i have to find another cross road and reach my destination on time…sometimes will think of that straight long road with her (9 mths)…….sometimes alone travel in my straight road now is very sian…..will think of when and how many kilometres later will i find another crossroad? sometimes you think that one in front of you is a cross road, but it is not…… sometimes alone travel in my split road…..listen to some songs along the way….some old songs will remind me of that straight long road that i had share with her…….

this a expressway….there is no u- turn already…..if there is really a u-turn? will she hop in the car again? tell myself dun be a fool again!!!!!! expressway cannot stop car anyhow one!!!! unless u tio accident or car spoilt …….even if tio…..wun hop in one lah……because the destination we wanted to travel is not the same……people wana go tuas……i go woodland…..different check point……

some tired of all those roads, may go into uneven roads(gay or les)

summary of article dun ever rush into a crossroad, choose your crossroad carefully…cos no one want to travel in split road…

successful crossroad - not successful crossroad - :~~(

By CM Yeo (real name) nicks:jerson(web name),nirut(pen name).

(first edit 24 march 2004) (second edit 8 august 2004)